Sunday, May 26, 2013

Hasraton ka samandar

Ajeeb raahein hu mein chunti ki jin  raahon mein mein khadi hu woh apni manzil hi badal leti hai..
Ajeeb fursatein hain meri ki jiske liye samay nikala wohi har samay uljha rehta hai...
Ajeeb dhadkane hain meri ki jiske liye dhadkti hai woh dil kisi aur ko apna bana leta hai..
Ajeeb ehsaas hain mere..ki jaise hi saahil tak aate hai toofan khatam ho jaata hai...
Ajeeb aadatein hai meri..ki jitna durr jana chahu mujhe thame rakhna chahti hai...
Ajeeb kismat hai meri ..ki jitna bhi mil jaye...hamesha muthi mein bhari reth sa chut jata hai...
Ajeeb hasratein hai dil ki....ki jo kabhi apna na ho sake sirf usse paane ki sochta hai...
Ajeeb soch...dhang...raviiya...ki jo bhi karna chahu woh kabhi ho nahi pata hain....
Ek jung har samay chalti hai dimaag mein ki kyun koi iss dil ko samjhna nahi chahta hai...

Lamho ke parinde

Lamho ke parinde hai is kadar udd jaate...
Ki hum unse apne pass kuch na rah paate..
Har ek pal saath mein guzra ud jata hai pankh laga ke...
Taras jaate hai jeevan bhar per us lamhe ko vapas jee nahi paate..
Us shaqs ki chhavi reh jaati hai nighao mein per apne zehen me nahi utaaar paate...
Un lamhon meh guzar jaati hain zindagi per sadiyon mein woh pal nahi aate....
Kaash samay aur insaan ki keemat humei pata hoti to shayad unhe rok paate...
Kitna khoya kitna paaya uska hisaab lagaana to mushkil tha..kaash uss lamhe ko khul ke jee paate...
Zindagi ne diya tha mauka...jo woh hamesha deti hai ..kaash uss mauke ko pechan paate...
In parindo ki bhi hoti apni ek duniya...jaha jaker sab hai jama ho jate hai..
Kitna aasan hain in parindo ke liye yaade waha chodna...kyunki hum to chah ke bhi unhe nahi chod paate hai...

Monday, May 20, 2013

Completed 8 at planet Kuwait;)

Planet?....definitely....it has all the characteristics of a planet!
Generally we say time flies...i wish i could have said the same thing for this place too...
U might be curious why? Coz i m without a car n u r im mobile without a car here..so m mostly at home...(writing this)
The culture...the people although are totally different yet enticing..
The glitterati and the flashiness of the country continues from the highest to the minutest levels...
From a diamond embedded car door handles to diamond embedded iphone back covers..
I was amazed with the choice of clothes and how much u can pile one on another while wearing...
Eyes are the sight taken by...the phrase which says eyes is the mirror of the beauty...stand true here...
The desert and the sea...make it stand apart....the controversial nature of the two gives the country the strength it requires..
The noisy beach gives u so much peace at heart and the silent desert forces to self quest..
M nt forgetting the biggest sequences fireworks...which the government bombed their money on was vibrant n worth watching..
The food n delicacies are yummy although the name of the dishes sounds a little weird...shieshas are the favourite pass time...u'll find many joints..
Shopping is THE WORD....from traditional souqs to our dear avenues(mall)
U will find everything here from everywhere in the world...any brand, u name it u have it!
All in all its an experience in itself...the culture is rich and their dedication to pray is in unwavering..
But out of all these factor my biggest factor to stay here is my sibling of course....i m lucky enough to share the same city as hers..thanks to a lot of people who made us so comfortable and at ease...
So completed 8  months at planet q8 and many more to go...lets see how it goes...have to see a lot more sides of this magnificent city. Stay tuned!!!

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Fistful people

I was trying to write on this since last may...but then instead I chose to observe before writing...a lot has been changed since then but my initial thought on this topic stays safe....u really have fistful people in life to rely...but the fists can change too!!! I hope it's implied....if we ask ourselves how many ppl do we have to cry for..to get angry on...to do crazy things with..to shout on...to miss and we will realise not even a fistful...unfortunate yet true...wish God must have trained humans to survive thru this but...our mind...memory and heart are all so squeezed that however much we try we can't please more than fistful people at a time.... Blame game is on ..on both the sides but its the limitation and not characteristics which rules out the ambiguity of the whole scenario...these ppl r u diehard fans...ur real time heroes...ur ferocious enemies and ur best critic ..life becomes beautiful with them...these fistfuls are ur strength and u proudly own them...just try and hold on to them tight....and dnt waste anytime to tell them what they are to u....just express the most coz relationship are like sand ...if u don't hold it tight it just slips away from ur fist....So
Be grateful
Care a lot
&
LOVE

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Momentary anatomy

For this mere momentary anatomy we struggle whole life...we earn, we save, we invest, we divest...
We make friends...build relations..love...marry...
We promise...expect..trust...indulge..
We laugh..cry...get angry....frown...
We hurt..we get hurt..get heart break...we risk
We hope..we dream...we inspire...we look upon...
All for this wordly material life which is so volatile in nature...
Its like we get into it so much..that we forget the risk associated with it...the final path is death which every one has to take..with no choice...
Whether a plan turns out good or bad...whether a decision proves write or wrong...
Nothing to worry coz nothing lasts forever long...
Efforts for inevitable r negligible but evident..
Momentary wealth..health..possession..fame..relation...
All beings r passing their time of life journey with these to cross their time frames!
Then u name it on karma...to make it look useful...to give a perfect ending to ur futile efforts..
Unfinished businesses are carried fwd to next birth ..life partner for 7 births (phew! handle this one first) ...n wat nt to account for..
What u sow is what u reap...n ultimately u reap....heap....n keep for ur journey all the way...
Why there is a cycle everyone has to follow...why karma drives our journey...why these materialistic things woo our thinking....
N nt to forget so much of it for what ....the ultimate....DEATH...
We r mad beings with weird desire n ambitions with a known end still we do our best to change or extend it till the end..
Just think bout it for a moment...everything will be mere materials!

In Time

This very innovative movie i saw some days ago...it literally forced me to think of a scenario talked about...so the trading medium or currency was time n not money...for everything to buy...lease...sell...use u had to have time...with the clock ticking with the remaining te of ur life in ur hands...u r bound to lend time from bank with a handsome interest rates..nt even this..u mortgage ur jewellery to get time...thugs n robber steal time...it was a different movie with a surreal subject...but the best and the main part was that u dnt age more than 25 in life after 25 ur clock starts ticking....so even u have million years after turning 25... for those million years u will look the same wen u were 25... hands on to the concept...i wud like to see some more movies with such conception...

Mum's word

Never did i realise the extent of the effort of a mom until i became one....mum gives , sculpts life and fill it with consciousness all her life...its like a specially triggered creature with traits imbibed with the title called MOM!!! Its said that there is no way to be a  perfect mom and million ways to be a good mom....n believe me all moms are well mastered with each one of them...its an innate nature which breathes in with a child's birth...of 1.5 yrs of my journey ...believe me its totally worth it...the twinkle in my son's eyes wen he sees me across the hall...the careless jump for a hug...the happiness after have found me after a hide n seek game...that cry to see me first after waking up from sleep...keep looking for me n checking me up in lil lil while....holding me tight wen gets hurt or scared...the ways he tell me to sit beside to watch tv....how he has nt started speaking the language but speaks the heart out to me in our own private language...all those sleepless nights...n rough intial days are paid off by a simple smile or a nod...i love u soo much Nivaan....i just cnt tell u .....u r my sunshine..n pls keep shining to make me go in life...