Unleash the travel

We are all travelling...in this world in form of life...coming across the ups and downs....
In this travel we meet strangers who becomes companion...
And the co-travelers becomes friends...
The way we go travelling for a holiday unleashing every moment of the trip..the same should be done for this life travel...
The smaller villages crossed are ur milestones to ur ultimate destination
The way we pick the good things from the village n ignore the rest n unimportant ones...the same should be done on every stage in life...
There are times the ride becomes bumpy n ur vehicles gets broke...but u never loose hope n replace it with a stephanie....that stephanie is an attitude required to cover up obstacles...
Whether the weather or the direction to reach the destination confides with you or not the determination should be un shaken...likewise in life with a situation and decision one should stick to the determination of achieving it...
Remember love is the only fuel to make ur travel smooth...unleash every bit of your fuel to mark your presence in the journey...
Experience is the final key to enrichment and prosper...don't ever take this key lightly.....it can open any kind of luggage of your travel!
'Travel' word here implies living...living to the fullest....live...love..laugh..plan...unravel...determine...experience it..take a break...learn from mistakes n move on to a better milestone....
So people who have not started  travelling ! Start it...and the globetrotters! Mind it....

Like likelihood

Like what you do....love what you want to do....lf u like it just do it...
Whether its weirdest of things or most unusual in nature..believe me just do it...coz every bit of it will reflect u and who u are...
Get sorted...aim for the next day...plan the time way ahead ..schedule-reschedule do whatever it takes...and do exactly u want to do..
You'll be surprised that more than half of the hurdles get cleared with only the decision of doing it!
Like..love and live it and life will be enthralling you with its wondrous gifts...the serenity and satisfaction of doing something...in spite it being just sleeping till late one morning..
We often sideline our passions and likes....it is important redeem life sometimes..
Redeem your thoughts...hopes...expression... hobbies....
Inculcate habits...plan days...prioritize  ur work order... tackle miseries...
Take up one habit at a time...it becomes easy to inculcate...be creative..positive and confident
Smile and decrease the degree of the hurdles...sometimes in act liking things and u will seriously end up liking it...
A change in perception is required to change the picture...change it often to broaden ur thought dimensions...
Meet...mingle and melt with people around even with the people with  different frequencies...
Travel often..it makes u feel alive. .take up a rocky road or climb uphill a change in the routine is highly appreciated...
So live life king size...laugh...love...meet...mingle...melt..travel....accept...forgive...be positive and rule the world...

An year of endeavors

Recently we completed a whole year in Kuwait..
An year of changes, endeavors and compatibility..
There is no specific no-no or even yes-yes for that matter in this country..but we indians just make our way out of everything..our govt teaches us that well..
Seen the spirit of festivals which is hard to find in India too... we take celebrations too casual and for granted back home..
Mostly stationed at one place -my home....thanks to the driving rules of the country for dependent visas..
Have attended parties and dinners maximum of all times....atleast one thing is happening which i like...being socially active..
Fitness has really taken a toll over and i m so motivated with the act of being lazy and confined to an indoor regime...
With grilled barbeques on the beach...camping in desert..flying kites in the humid wind...sheishas along are some of the favourite things of people around..
The weather permits only three seasons hot-hotter-hottest...phew!
My taste buds were glad to have tasted Arabic, lebenese food which otherwise i would not have eaten..
There is one more thing which cudnt be left talking about-shopping!
The flashes, glitterati, luxury shows in every Arab u see...with those out of the world eye make ups i wonder how innovative they r with their touch ups...
Surprisingly u get all original brands of the world and its first made too;)
All the cuisines  of the world with expats from every corner of the globe...
With the Arabs so fond of coffee shops and hanging around i feel major portion of the profits of star bucks is contributed by Kuwait..
Missed my home and friends in pune...the freedom to commute on my own...the galli, mohalla,nuklad spirit....the comfort zone which is now rebuilt....the accessibility to day to day things...like just picking up the ph and calling ppl..my two wheeler and the amazing monsoon and that cold breeze!
All in all an year to explore...observe and appreciate the country although nothing beats India;)) U r being missed...

2nd Birthday brags..

It started with an excitement to hold u in my arms...the wait of sonographies to see a glimpse of u..all the kicks and rollovers were worth it coz soon i found two lil hands...two cute feet and i was blessed with a baby boy...Nivaan...the sleepless nights...howlings....smile in the middle of sleep..screaming..cuddling...dozens of advices and tonnes of dos n donts....but we survived ;)))it has all been the part for all this while and wow 2 yrs completed that was fast....i wish i cud cuddle u more for the coming years like i do now...have seen u grow every inch these past two years.. the first time u walked...said mumma....sung a song...danced a step..will always be embossed in my heart...as the days are rolling by i enjoy to listen to ur half broken...cute english n hindi....the way u say Mumma touches my soul....i have learnt so much from you....as a mother...handling u at the times of tantrum..all ur drama for not eating....not sleeping in your own bed...pulling me literally out to go to park to play..or listen to a fav song of urs....u have really taught me to make a way thru all this.....i am so blessed...with an angel like u ...who is so particular from this young age
...either for a smurf bag or elmo shoes....its good to be particular;)  Baby thanks for making my life each and every bit complete and beautiful...life without u is un imaginable...happy birthday son...and may u get best of all the worlds and all the luck from the heavens...i love u so much....hope u read it some day n smile at me....I m a proud mom...n will always be coz i have a star like u Nivaan...:*

Escapism

A mere wish...a long run dream....a hard chosen wisdom...but i really want it ------to be carefree...
Away from the world's grudges, life's montony, indifferent people and unpredictable circumstances...
Escapism is the word...the word i look for being carefree...
I feel thats why God made death when he created life...thats the ultimate freedom of body...not soul though!
The multiples of responsibilities are found everyday in so many ways..what to keep up n what to loose is all on us....
I wanna run away from choices , they drive u crazy...why there is a concept of choice...
Why cant a thing be done in just one way....a single way...a single thing
I wanna run away from the confusion of the limits to let ppl in your life...why cant God have some signs named good and bad!
Ppl you think r gud...definitely they are gud enugh to shatter you n go...n the ones u think are bad...are really bad to express what they really are..
I wanna run away from shackles of do and donts....who decides the donts...n rather who cares...everything today is a fad...
I wanna run away from the bias judgements and endless suggestions of the ppl...Oh my God ...get life! Give space and take space however much u want...let the person be alone..we are not machines that we will need instruction manuals....just let the person be..
I wanna run away from this artificiality and nonsense formality which makes no meaning...either u do or u dnt...just chuck it.. all r grown ups here..we understand with what u say n behave...
I wanna run away from the unwanted actions forced upon u...u should do this to get this....always incentive based emotional atyachaar...
I wanna run away from my expressive nature and heart...why this heart cant just do the simple work of pumping blood rather getting into complex issues of love n expectations...
I wanna run away from the fake smiles and fancy whereabouts i wish the face and outer attire could indicate with a colour whether it is genuine or fake...
I wanna be me ....my way not every time but at least one time in a day....the time only mine...whr i do n live my way...
I wanna sort myself...just like emptying the whole toy box...and putting it again piece by piece..with wat fits where types....
Just wanna fly free although i wudnt be able to fly too high coz i wud miss the weight of responsibility on my wings...

Infuse Appreciation

How often we say thanks for being there to someone we love...
How often do we appreciate the efforts and love...
How often do we realize the importance of saying i love u....
We r so into ourselves that we hardly realise!
Gone are the days when there was no technology..atleast there was time for  emotions and value of ppl around....
I strongly feel that a few words can also prove mightier to hold relationships, and if in praise nothing like it..
Try n inculcate, infuse appreciation whether for ur family, friends or for a random stranger ....believe me u will feel good...i  trying this for sure...

Be cognizant of contentment

Years ago when i was in school...we had a special school and hostel for deaf and dumb adjacent to my school...
As kids we were afraid of the noises they made when we played in the playground ....from the adjacent buildings ...as those special kids had only the way out to communicate was to make loud noises..
We used to ignore the noise and used to eat our favourite food filled tiffins...enjoying our annual function..sports...mere fights and making best of frenship ( oh u know how that age is)
We never paid attention rather ignore those special kids...today after so many years when i went to that special school for a little charity... i realized the contentment of those kids....
Even after their vital senses were absent they were so helpful..understanding...n satisfied with smiling faces...
To my surprise the adversity of the situation doesnt affect their level of  contentment!
Today i felt how fake we are....we have all shiny things but nt that smile of fulfillment...
Of all the things we have we go n fight for petty things..we never consider and recognize the value of things we hold..
Whatever was given to them they ate fully with no..nos n no left overs...n were so happy that we brought something for them...
They had no signs of  jealousy...no temptation...no negativity...just those brilliant faces with  warm smiles
Today i realized the importance of being alright and pay gratitude to God to give me an opportunity to live the life i want..full of gadgets...vehicles...n abundance...
Today i realized how blessed they are...they are away from worlds misery...
Today i felt so miserable that i cant carry the way they carry their smile..I m just so mesmerized with the way they deal their loss and the way we deal out nuisance little problems.
Their eyes were so clear n intentions were so pure...we should really learn from them..
Hats off to all the kids...very well behaved n i enjoyed giving them food...watching them talking in their sign language which had deeper impact than our audible ones..hope we be cognizant of the contentment which we have in our lives...

My own Emotional Turmoil

It actually takes me ages to get u..n u just forget n move on..
It nearly takes me an hour to think before calling you...n u just dnt pick up...
It just takes me few mins to throw tantrums on u....n u just grudge on it for days...
It merely takes a second to say hi...n u r so busy even for the minuscule of the second for it ...
It almost takes a whole night for me to cover up with the whole day of ignorance...n u r ready with ur lot again the next morning..
It takes a lot of courage of mine to speak my heart out...n u don't even listen half of it..
It seriously gets on my nerve when i loose u in between the conversation...n u r absolutely cool about it..
It takes years for ppl to settle down with each other n u r just running away with it in days...
It really hurts me the time u say u r not worth ..i dnt deserve u.....coz if i dnt deserve u ...i dnt deserve anything else in the world...
U have a heart of gold n attitude so bold....i wish i cud show the love for u i hold.....

Dil bawra

Ae dil bas hua ab....kyun guzarna chahta hai phir uss dard se...
Bas kar chalna har us rah per jisme hai chuppi aur tanhai...
Kyun tu uss disha hai jana chahta jaha har samay hain ek dutkaar...
Is jahan meh koi nahi samjhta na  bhawna naa pyaar....
Kar lo jitne bhi jatan...hota hai mushkil paana samaan...
Buzdil kitna hai dil ki darta hai ekaki se....aur phir chal padta hai uss dagar..jaha ka rasta hai dushvaar..
Apne har anubhav se yeh seekha hai humne ki naa doharana us dobaar..
Itna kuch ho jane per bhi iss pagal dil ko samjhana hai bekaaar...
Shikayaton ke silsilone aaj tak dia na koi faisla... ulta mushkil ho jata hai vyavhaar..
Aas per jeene se kuch hota nahi kyunki aas ka nahi koi paar..
Iss bhawnao ke bawandar meh itna fass jate hain ki bass karte reh jaate hai sahi samay ka intezaar...!

Ignore the pagalpan

Kyun meh kitna bhi kar lu kum padta hai...iss zindagi meh kuch achcha nahi lagta hai...har uss shaq, jisko apna manaa woh hi daga karta hai..iss kadar doob jaate hain pyaar dete hue...ki ubhar pana mushkil hota hai..mein hamesha tayaar aur woh kabhi fursat hi nahi hota hai....kyun dil kisi ko itna apna manta hai ki agla apne hisaab se meri zindagi mod jata hai....khadi hu tanha hamesha ki tarah...soch rahi hu zindagi ke hisaab meh kaha galti reh gayi....kya koi aisa insaan ya aisa samay aayega jab mujhe bhi woh samman haasil hoga..inn barisho ko keh diya hai meine ki na barse ki yeh to saal me ek baar aati hai...per humare dil ka saawan to kabhi khatam hi nahi hota hai...kabhi to koi aaye aur thaame haath aur kahe ki meh hu ab sab theek hoga..har us aas ko liye jeete hai har din....har raat kat ti hai us intezaar meh...kis se marzi lu...kis ko arzi du...sab kuch dhundla nazar aata hai...shaayad aisa koi din ho hi na...ya meri ichchaye hi kuch zyaada hai...dil meh aaye har ek tufaan apna hi ek sawaal chod jata hai..samjh nahi aata ki us se kaise ladu....mann kahi lagta hi nahi hai...kaash sab ruk jaye....tham jaye ...aawaz dheeme ho jayee...aur sab ek jhoke meh khatam ho jaye...pehle to sangeet se dil behlta tha...aajkal to uski bhi mujhe parwah nahi...kya karu kya nahi bas akelapan jhakjhod deta hai!!! Itna kuch hai mann meh...per koi puchta hi nahi ki mann meh kya hai....kabhi na socha tha ki aisa bhi din aayega ki insaan ki bajay iss kaagaz ko dil ka haal jataya jayega.....

Detaching Descendants...

However much we curse the laws of parenting...its the nature who has laid the rules...
Whether plants...animals or humans the nature has defined its way to a cycle from birth to detachment n finally death...
Whether the loaded trees bearing fruits...
Or a bird waiting for its chicks to fly....
Or an animal teaching its offspring to hunt..
Detachment is the way of life..which cannot be overseen...eventually everyone has to go thru this phase of life..
We in our culture still cant deal well with this process...
As the kids grow u are so well kneaded in them that u feel empty at this juncture...
Detachment is the hardest part of any life form....its hard to give away...to let go..
I have a long way to go for this detachment but i cn still feel the pain associated with it...but we cant deny the very laws of nature...as detachment is essential for progress and survival...

Hearts erased Feelings diminished

The current scenario forces me to think on the humanity vanished....
With thousands of ppl stuck in the recent tragedy of uttrakand....and the stories related
Never did the ppl going to a pilgrimage would have thought of such a disaster...
They say that God tests u on ur way to his place....that's why all the holy places are difficult to approach...
But after this tragedy i really think that its not the test he takes....its something we humans make....
He is everywhere ....we make it difficult n name it a pilgrimage...
I knw most of the religious ppl will defy my thought...but think about it..the laws of nature has to be balanced...river beds should be left alone..mountains should not be dug...
Of all the rescue operation this is amongst the top ones...with putting themselves in danger army  rescuing hundreds of ppl 24*7....
Its disappointing and disheartining that instead of helping as much as we can we r making it a political....n engineering issue....
People are robbing...stealing making lives worst of the people already stuck...
Have we really lost it....really we dnt have feelings...n humanity...its a shame on us ......
What will happen with that lil money...no one can make castles with that...its really painful to see the hearts n mind of the people...
Media is trying to make it officially political...leaders trying to cover it up with their crowded vip visits....
There are groups which has come up...to help but what can these few hundreds can do...
Why cant we make it simple and approaching without flabbergasting the whole issue...
At the end we can just help and leave the rest to nature...if death calls..it will call u even from ur air conditioned luxurious rooms...
A helicopter crashed....around a dozen or two killed while rescue.... that is sheer destiny....ppl meant to die will die..come what may...
I have so many examples of hearts erased...while stepping up in bus with my kiddo in one hand n luggage in another...but ppl will never offer a seat....never give way....specially in our country women n women with infants still fail to be catered.....
I cnt do anything but pity on such ppl....m surprised  whetherr they born with it or catch up with society around us....
The food packets did not reach the target ppl...the help cudnt reach the most effected..
Some news channel said that even the rescuers are falling prey to the tragedy n loosing their lives...God should not do that with somebody who save lives....in that case what wrong these pilgrims  have done...they were going for God's blessing only..
I wish this tragedy should have been taken up with more responsibility setting up the standards for any similar tragedies around the world...and raised a level up to compensate the humanity degraded!!!!

Coffee memories

The days go by but the memories remain still..
Today sitting at CCD i m recalling so  many coffee days...
Some rainy ...some windy....some sad...some happy...some while waiting...some thoughtful...
Whether waiting for someone special or thinking something worthwhile..
I have so much to pen down on this that if i start it will be a long list...
Coffee has been there with the bells on....of meetings..talks....decision...promises
A cup of coffee makes it up for everything!!!

Meticulous means

Means with whatever nature are means or ways or methods to identify, reach,serve and attain a purpose..
All of us have a meticulous means in life for something or the other..
Identified or unidentified
Big or small
Lost or significant
Personal or public
For me i always want it to be a meticulous one..
The only meticulous or rather adhd thing i do is cleaning...
An ablutomaniac with a cleaning bug never fixed in mind
I sit down n think bout this syndrome ---why do i do it?
Somewhere it started with a way to pass time ....cultivated as a hobby and swallowed up like an occupation...
But now it is inseparable in my day to day life
They say a habit is gud till the time its just a habit...hope i will meticulously handle it coz the people around are overdone with it.

Off beat track

Seldom taken off beat track is chased the most!
The chase is the best part of the off beat destination...
It requires u to be lost, mad,daring and off beat of course!
We all chase somethibg which we already are ...different..
Ain't we different than one another...still we chase ....
Being ordinary is considered to be a sin...
And different is the gratese a deed!
Offbeat tracks are valued the most coz it takes a whole lot of things to chase n conquer.
Dreams come with a price attached to it...n u pay for it too while the chase..
Offbeat tracks gives a self satisfaction compensation  much higher than the monetary one for sure....
Off beat in our culture is feared with an outcast...but considered a humungous effort in humanity...
So many of us dream and think about it but it requires a herat to be out there and carry that attitude...
I have met a person pursuing her offbeat track...and finally achieve it also somewhere!! The happiness attaches to it is unmatchable...
With every human unique...life is an offbeat track...with very few identifying it ..instead rest of them create new tracks to walk on...
Offbeat cult is the most seeked and the most left in between...ppl really go off on offbeat tracks!!!!

Harvesting culture..

Agriculture is an interesting field...
And it closely resembles with human culture...that might be the reason that both of them has the word  CULTURE in it!!
Some days ago i was reading somewhere ...it says that instead of having babies lets plant a tree..
Feed it with the manure...
Watch it grow...
Till the time we will grow old the tree will be big n we can eat its fruit and lie down in its shade....
Suprisingly it was such a connect to me...that i thought i will definately write on it...
Don't we humans do the same...we do whatever it takes for our kids...we watch them grow...n expect them to gift us with their shade in the latter part of life...
But in midst of all this ...we forget that there is a certain time of harvesting!
Every crop or being has a particular time to sow and reap...if nt done on that time...the harvest is wasted...
We forget that similar things happen in our culture...there is a time to sow and reap from your kids...like every crop is different with diff needs...even ur kid is!
The outside weather effect is also an important part...too much rain destroys it..too much sun over ripens it....
Like us...the outside factors are always there to destroy or harm but proper care taken at right time,saves the soul...
But there is something different between them for sure....that is..
In spite of all the care...manure..and proper harvest the yields are for sure...it will definitely turn out well and as expected..
But in our cases even if all the factors are taken care the yields are not sure...we human beings are so volatile in nature...that the nature also gets confused.....
Our culture is so much dependent on the expectations...n humans are not worth expectations!
So why not plant a tree now and then and harvest culture both in nature and self...atleast at the end of it we will make our lives and the world a better place to live in...

Hasraton ka samandar

Ajeeb raahein hu mein chunti ki jin  raahon mein mein khadi hu woh apni manzil hi badal leti hai..
Ajeeb fursatein hain meri ki jiske liye samay nikala wohi har samay uljha rehta hai...
Ajeeb dhadkane hain meri ki jiske liye dhadkti hai woh dil kisi aur ko apna bana leta hai..
Ajeeb ehsaas hain mere..ki jaise hi saahil tak aate hai toofan khatam ho jaata hai...
Ajeeb aadatein hai meri..ki jitna durr jana chahu mujhe thame rakhna chahti hai...
Ajeeb kismat hai meri ..ki jitna bhi mil jaye...hamesha muthi mein bhari reth sa chut jata hai...
Ajeeb hasratein hai dil ki....ki jo kabhi apna na ho sake sirf usse paane ki sochta hai...
Ajeeb soch...dhang...raviiya...ki jo bhi karna chahu woh kabhi ho nahi pata hain....
Ek jung har samay chalti hai dimaag mein ki kyun koi iss dil ko samjhna nahi chahta hai...

Lamho ke parinde

Lamho ke parinde hai is kadar udd jaate...
Ki hum unse apne pass kuch na rah paate..
Har ek pal saath mein guzra ud jata hai pankh laga ke...
Taras jaate hai jeevan bhar per us lamhe ko vapas jee nahi paate..
Us shaqs ki chhavi reh jaati hai nighao mein per apne zehen me nahi utaaar paate...
Un lamhon meh guzar jaati hain zindagi per sadiyon mein woh pal nahi aate....
Kaash samay aur insaan ki keemat humei pata hoti to shayad unhe rok paate...
Kitna khoya kitna paaya uska hisaab lagaana to mushkil tha..kaash uss lamhe ko khul ke jee paate...
Zindagi ne diya tha mauka...jo woh hamesha deti hai ..kaash uss mauke ko pechan paate...
In parindo ki bhi hoti apni ek duniya...jaha jaker sab hai jama ho jate hai..
Kitna aasan hain in parindo ke liye yaade waha chodna...kyunki hum to chah ke bhi unhe nahi chod paate hai...

Completed 8 at planet Kuwait;)

Planet?....definitely....it has all the characteristics of a planet!
Generally we say time flies...i wish i could have said the same thing for this place too...
U might be curious why? Coz i m without a car n u r im mobile without a car here..so m mostly at home...(writing this)
The culture...the people although are totally different yet enticing..
The glitterati and the flashiness of the country continues from the highest to the minutest levels...
From a diamond embedded car door handles to diamond embedded iphone back covers..
I was amazed with the choice of clothes and how much u can pile one on another while wearing...
Eyes are the sight taken by...the phrase which says eyes is the mirror of the beauty...stand true here...
The desert and the sea...make it stand apart....the controversial nature of the two gives the country the strength it requires..
The noisy beach gives u so much peace at heart and the silent desert forces to self quest..
M nt forgetting the biggest sequences fireworks...which the government bombed their money on was vibrant n worth watching..
The food n delicacies are yummy although the name of the dishes sounds a little weird...shieshas are the favourite pass time...u'll find many joints..
Shopping is THE WORD....from traditional souqs to our dear avenues(mall)
U will find everything here from everywhere in the world...any brand, u name it u have it!
All in all its an experience in itself...the culture is rich and their dedication to pray is in unwavering..
But out of all these factor my biggest factor to stay here is my sibling of course....i m lucky enough to share the same city as hers..thanks to a lot of people who made us so comfortable and at ease...
So completed 8  months at planet q8 and many more to go...lets see how it goes...have to see a lot more sides of this magnificent city. Stay tuned!!!

Fistful people

I was trying to write on this since last may...but then instead I chose to observe before writing...a lot has been changed since then but my initial thought on this topic stays safe....u really have fistful people in life to rely...but the fists can change too!!! I hope it's implied....if we ask ourselves how many ppl do we have to cry for..to get angry on...to do crazy things with..to shout on...to miss and we will realise not even a fistful...unfortunate yet true...wish God must have trained humans to survive thru this but...our mind...memory and heart are all so squeezed that however much we try we can't please more than fistful people at a time.... Blame game is on ..on both the sides but its the limitation and not characteristics which rules out the ambiguity of the whole scenario...these ppl r u diehard fans...ur real time heroes...ur ferocious enemies and ur best critic ..life becomes beautiful with them...these fistfuls are ur strength and u proudly own them...just try and hold on to them tight....and dnt waste anytime to tell them what they are to u....just express the most coz relationship are like sand ...if u don't hold it tight it just slips away from ur fist....So
Be grateful
Care a lot
&
LOVE

Momentary anatomy

For this mere momentary anatomy we struggle whole life...we earn, we save, we invest, we divest...
We make friends...build relations..love...marry...
We promise...expect..trust...indulge..
We laugh..cry...get angry....frown...
We hurt..we get hurt..get heart break...we risk
We hope..we dream...we inspire...we look upon...
All for this wordly material life which is so volatile in nature...
Its like we get into it so much..that we forget the risk associated with it...the final path is death which every one has to take..with no choice...
Whether a plan turns out good or bad...whether a decision proves write or wrong...
Nothing to worry coz nothing lasts forever long...
Efforts for inevitable r negligible but evident..
Momentary wealth..health..possession..fame..relation...
All beings r passing their time of life journey with these to cross their time frames!
Then u name it on karma...to make it look useful...to give a perfect ending to ur futile efforts..
Unfinished businesses are carried fwd to next birth ..life partner for 7 births (phew! handle this one first) ...n wat nt to account for..
What u sow is what u reap...n ultimately u reap....heap....n keep for ur journey all the way...
Why there is a cycle everyone has to follow...why karma drives our journey...why these materialistic things woo our thinking....
N nt to forget so much of it for what ....the ultimate....DEATH...
We r mad beings with weird desire n ambitions with a known end still we do our best to change or extend it till the end..
Just think bout it for a moment...everything will be mere materials!

In Time

This very innovative movie i saw some days ago...it literally forced me to think of a scenario talked about...so the trading medium or currency was time n not money...for everything to buy...lease...sell...use u had to have time...with the clock ticking with the remaining te of ur life in ur hands...u r bound to lend time from bank with a handsome interest rates..nt even this..u mortgage ur jewellery to get time...thugs n robber steal time...it was a different movie with a surreal subject...but the best and the main part was that u dnt age more than 25 in life after 25 ur clock starts ticking....so even u have million years after turning 25... for those million years u will look the same wen u were 25... hands on to the concept...i wud like to see some more movies with such conception...

Mum's word

Never did i realise the extent of the effort of a mom until i became one....mum gives , sculpts life and fill it with consciousness all her life...its like a specially triggered creature with traits imbibed with the title called MOM!!! Its said that there is no way to be a  perfect mom and million ways to be a good mom....n believe me all moms are well mastered with each one of them...its an innate nature which breathes in with a child's birth...of 1.5 yrs of my journey ...believe me its totally worth it...the twinkle in my son's eyes wen he sees me across the hall...the careless jump for a hug...the happiness after have found me after a hide n seek game...that cry to see me first after waking up from sleep...keep looking for me n checking me up in lil lil while....holding me tight wen gets hurt or scared...the ways he tell me to sit beside to watch tv....how he has nt started speaking the language but speaks the heart out to me in our own private language...all those sleepless nights...n rough intial days are paid off by a simple smile or a nod...i love u soo much Nivaan....i just cnt tell u .....u r my sunshine..n pls keep shining to make me go in life...

Anchor acquisition.

We all look forward to an anchor in life...
Anchor in form of a human being not necessarily our life partner or somebody we love or close to...
An anchor could be anybody
Who ignites the determination...
Who satisfy self..
Who helps in recognizing the passion..
Who takes us to our desired platform..
Finding an anchor is our major milestone to finish the life's journey..
Some of us find love in between and settle down thinking it as "the one"
some of them fall flat with a broken heart chasing an undesirable one..
Some cling to the wrong anchor and some just pass by them..
It takes sometimes the entire life to reach to an anchor...and some live without it tooo...
Now how will u know at any stage that u found ur anchor...
We will nt even try finding the answer to this question..this question might not even struck after the discovery..
That anchor takes us along the life journey not making it pain less...but definitely, much meaningful and light..
The good part of the story is..we all are also anchors ..to somebody or another....
I m looking for mine...it might give me more reasons to love myself...i m gearing myself up in quest of the right one!

20 seconds

20 seconds of sheer courage. 
20 seconds of insane bravery.
20 seconds of odd embarrassment...
Only 20 seconds it takes to take a step forward n do what you have been trying to do...
Just those 20 seconds to change your life upside down...
To make it the way u want...
Don't let those 20 seconds run out
Coz thats the only time something can change..
The only time u will nt regret.
The only time u live for urself.
The only time u can stand for it.
Just 20 seconds of insanity.....to the forever of satiety!!!!
Think bout it.

Elective Raising..

This is something i have been seeing for a while....or may be when i m in the shoes...thats why i tumbled upon it...
There are always choices around us...
What we choose makes us what we are..
But the choices once ignored are haunted all over...
I go to parks ...malls everywhere n i hardly see  kids with their mothers...n being a mother i ask myself HOW? do these ladies do that...
I must salute to their courage..
Why we want our responsibilities delegated....
For a little less work...for a little extra effort...for a little more convenience....n a free life as it was before without a kid....
How cn we pass on the most cherishable part of our lives to somebody else...somebody we hardly know....somebody with unfamiliar backgrounds..
Has independence....money...n proving self is more important than raising your own baby...
Is it really Reluctant raisers vs. Enthusiastic ones
No offence to ppl reading it ..who must also be doing it...its a point of view n nt a claim..
But the fact remains....
"Children will not remember you for the material things you provided but for the feeling that you cherished them with."

In self quest

What i want to look for myself...
Is a quest...
Sometimes i m searching for understanding..
Sometimes for happiness
Sometimes for love
Sometimes for companionship..
The self quest is always on in a humans' life..
We keep looking in past ignoring the present...
We try to please ppl and end up pleasing no one...
We find time for everyone but they look more for their convenience...
The accommodation is implied but impatience is sin...
We just keep quiet for good around encouraging self war..
Balance is provided by the nature but self imbalance is human..
Questing for peace and balance with this unstable mind..
To focus on what i want from myself..

Fast and Frozen

This is another defination of this hi-tech, fast paced, inglorious life....FAST coz its just running and running all across the dimensions...all the time . FROZEN not only for the frozen meals but also for the frozen emotions....imagine the time which has come which is so hypersonic that even if we try catching up ....we just loose it! Can't believe that ppl have no time for eating fresh they rather prefer eating frozen or ready eat...plssssssss u earn and live for eating...don't do this to ur self....come on ! It's a crazy world out there...although I belong to this generation still I m sad to agree that yaa this is an age to overpass, preclude,void all meaning the same ...missing out to something who is ur family and U ....for which it all started ....I dunno how they survive with an overriding attitude and never ending demands....I don't understand the conclusion if the purpose is not met....just rushing...and managing to eat....and feeling sorry for have not been able to spend time with ur loved ones ...how far will this fast and frozen life go....wen will people have time to eat and be merry ....actually we humans have the tendencies to testing our upper limit...to stretch ourselves to the greatest horizons and going out of way to achieve or prove the point ...earn money for frozen food or nil relations...empty health or loosing self..?

Recurring reconsiderations

Ok so I started reading my older writings and blogs and I feel so full of emotions...and reconsider my thoughts and state of mind at that point of time when I wrote those....it's so strange to feel as if they are written by somebody else and not me....writing is a meditation which makes me loose myself....just the madness of penning down about how it is! It's bud to just peek in ur own self for a while in this life...can't tell so many thoughts gushing to the millionth speed in my mind...zooming over I...me...myself .....recurring reconsiderations over my trails...sheer madness

Cosseting Colors

Colours are radiant and charismatic...thats why are celebrated with vibrant festival of Holi...Emerged from mythology to modern day fun...this festival has importance than none..colours are powerful and personified signifying various expression of our lives...so this time i m playing Holi nt only for fun...but with determination to bring a character spun ;)..this Holi
Submerge urself in the colour RED to rejuvenate love n compassion
Indulge in colour YELLOW to provoke wisdom and happiness...
Mix in colour GREEN to add meaning to life and life forms...
Dip in colour BLUE to bring peace n spirituality...
Engross in colour PURPLE to raise the royalty in u..
Plunge in colour ORANGE to ruffle vitality and endurance...
Soak in the colour WHITE to purify and cleanse..
Immerse in BLACK to outcast the outer world in dive in urs..
Cheers to colours n life:)

Chaotic currency

If the currency of this age would have been tears...everything would have been a lot easier...trading with tears would have solved it all...with a lot of pain around and agony along it was better to have that trade come on! However much we try to deal with it...these tear trails never stop...as females we would have been richest of all...kingdoms of wealth on our part...never would have been misbehaved but enthralled...
I wish that era comes at all!!wen tears cud speak the way money speaks today...i know ppl will second my thought cos every currency brings their cons along..
No currency cn bring peace whether knowledge, war,money or tears..it just brings chaos and gall..
Everything goes for a toss wen currency takes a flight...it ruins the heart n minds...the nature of it has supreme power to destroy it all....
Phew!!! Now i think there should be no currency at all...bartars were doing good to humanity...lets start it with a new call...

Kyun??????

Sochti hu ki kyun iss duniya mein kuch paane ke liye kuch khona pata hain....
Kyun kabhi kabhi koi ajnabi apno se bhi zyaada apna lagta hain...
Kyun har manzil ko paane ke liye kuch aur kadam chalna padta hain...
Kyun jazbaato ka mol nahi hota hain...
Kyun chup rehkar bhi bahut kuh bola jaa sakta hain....
Kyun har insaaan hume bahari taur tareeko per parakhta hain...
Kyun aansu bol nahi paate aur beh jaate hain...
Kyun mehnat nahi kismat ko koosa jata hain...
Kyun iss bheed mein bhi har koi tanha reh jaata hain...
Kyun paisa har cheez ka maptol hain...
Kya insaan ka swabhaav kabhi kaam nahi aata hain...
Kyun haq jatane ko .....no space ...ka naam diya jata hain...
Kyun badlaw aata hain...
Kyun har shaqs har samay ek samaan nahi reh paata hain...
Kyun samay har cheez badal pata hain...
Kyun humara bas us per nahi chal pata hain...
Kyun har aaj kharab aur kal (past) accha lagta hain...
Kyun har shaqs ko hum apni bhawnao se khelne ka haq de dete hain...
Iss dil ko itna aitbaar kaise ho jata hain?
Kyun aisa hota hain ki yeh sab jante hue bhi ....humein pyaar ho jata hain..
Kyun dosti ke mayane waqt ke saath kum ho jaate hain...
Kya doston ke dil badal jaate hain?
Kyun sirf akshar pade jaate hain aur aankhen nahi...
Kyun sirf nateeja dekha jaata hain jatan nahi...
Kyun sirf ladai dekhi jaati hain pyaar nahi..
Kyun in sawalon ke mere paas jawab nahi...

A thriving thought

I feel i m n living ...but passing thru the life...
With a dead soul and body alive..
I feel something is missing
Without which i thrive..
Have wait in my eyes..
A day will come wen we unite...
Hope it happens in this birth...
Can't afford to be born twice..
Wish i cn soon live n nt thrive..
Desires have no place in lives..
They just take u in other place divine...
Just wanna get hold of myself in peace n then let it suffice...
Its been a dream of living differently with hopes n smiles...

Emotions Vs. Electronics

Electronics has engaged us to that level that we hardly think of anything else than them...which phone to buy..what laptop u have..u knw a new ipad has come...how many gbs..how much speed..downloads..uploads...streaming... Technology has definately comfort us but gradually it has clutched us and taken a toll of our emotions...Imagine people nowdays express the feelings through smileys...no offence i also use them...Since the technology has come down to bits level i ponder if we were born in the era when only letters ...telegrams and telephone for that matter..coz at least u could have express through ur voice...what we would have done the whole time! Not only this, sometimes even staying in the same house me and my husband do whats app..obviously after a fight...but we can't deny the usage....These gadgets like..psp..ps3..ipad..tv..etc have even proved a barrier in communicating...ppl after coming back for befor going to office watch tv, waste the precious time they have it with the family...earlier were the times when there had been some talking going in the house.. The worst part is that they have become such an integral part of our lives that neither can we ignore them (otherwise will be called "not updated") and neither can chuck them off ( coz of the utility and somewhere status)...once somebody told me that if really u wanna give up something for sometime (like the ppl do upvaas) or give up food for a day for pleasing GOD they should try giving up electronics for a day...and see what change does it bring to themselves!

Craving for Cribbing

We always have that craving of exotic holidays,relishing food, foreign trips,immense love,amazing car n so on... We crave to our grave about something or the other..but I have realised a thing that we crave to just satisfy our habit to crib...the funniest part here is, say u got the car u wished...still u will be having 1000s of reason to crib bout it..I really don't know why it happens with us but it does....there are very less ppl who are happy wih the way thy live..as they have accepted their lives with open heart and achievable desires...but everyone of us should sit and think that of all the things we have...how many do we don't crib about...Even in relationships we crave to have "Someone Special" and when u get a chance to spend your lifetime with him/her.. guess what? Still the cribbing is on...i think this is the first characterstic God has imbibed in us while making human beings..so enjoy cribbing :)))) and don't crib about it ;)