Thursday, July 25, 2013

Be cognizant of contentment

Years ago when i was in school...we had a special school and hostel for deaf and dumb adjacent to my school...
As kids we were afraid of the noises they made when we played in the playground ....from the adjacent buildings ...as those special kids had only the way out to communicate was to make loud noises..
We used to ignore the noise and used to eat our favourite food filled tiffins...enjoying our annual function..sports...mere fights and making best of frenship ( oh u know how that age is)
We never paid attention rather ignore those special kids...today after so many years when i went to that special school for a little charity... i realized the contentment of those kids....
Even after their vital senses were absent they were so helpful..understanding...n satisfied with smiling faces...
To my surprise the adversity of the situation doesnt affect their level of  contentment!
Today i felt how fake we are....we have all shiny things but nt that smile of fulfillment...
Of all the things we have we go n fight for petty things..we never consider and recognize the value of things we hold..
Whatever was given to them they ate fully with no..nos n no left overs...n were so happy that we brought something for them...
They had no signs of  jealousy...no temptation...no negativity...just those brilliant faces with  warm smiles
Today i realized the importance of being alright and pay gratitude to God to give me an opportunity to live the life i want..full of gadgets...vehicles...n abundance...
Today i realized how blessed they are...they are away from worlds misery...
Today i felt so miserable that i cant carry the way they carry their smile..I m just so mesmerized with the way they deal their loss and the way we deal out nuisance little problems.
Their eyes were so clear n intentions were so pure...we should really learn from them..
Hats off to all the kids...very well behaved n i enjoyed giving them food...watching them talking in their sign language which had deeper impact than our audible ones..hope we be cognizant of the contentment which we have in our lives...

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

My own Emotional Turmoil

It actually takes me ages to get u..n u just forget n move on..
It nearly takes me an hour to think before calling you...n u just dnt pick up...
It just takes me few mins to throw tantrums on u....n u just grudge on it for days...
It merely takes a second to say hi...n u r so busy even for the minuscule of the second for it ...
It almost takes a whole night for me to cover up with the whole day of ignorance...n u r ready with ur lot again the next morning..
It takes a lot of courage of mine to speak my heart out...n u don't even listen half of it..
It seriously gets on my nerve when i loose u in between the conversation...n u r absolutely cool about it..
It takes years for ppl to settle down with each other n u r just running away with it in days...
It really hurts me the time u say u r not worth ..i dnt deserve u.....coz if i dnt deserve u ...i dnt deserve anything else in the world...
U have a heart of gold n attitude so bold....i wish i cud show the love for u i hold.....

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Dil bawra

Ae dil bas hua ab....kyun guzarna chahta hai phir uss dard se...
Bas kar chalna har us rah per jisme hai chuppi aur tanhai...
Kyun tu uss disha hai jana chahta jaha har samay hain ek dutkaar...
Is jahan meh koi nahi samjhta na  bhawna naa pyaar....
Kar lo jitne bhi jatan...hota hai mushkil paana samaan...
Buzdil kitna hai dil ki darta hai ekaki se....aur phir chal padta hai uss dagar..jaha ka rasta hai dushvaar..
Apne har anubhav se yeh seekha hai humne ki naa doharana us dobaar..
Itna kuch ho jane per bhi iss pagal dil ko samjhana hai bekaaar...
Shikayaton ke silsilone aaj tak dia na koi faisla... ulta mushkil ho jata hai vyavhaar..
Aas per jeene se kuch hota nahi kyunki aas ka nahi koi paar..
Iss bhawnao ke bawandar meh itna fass jate hain ki bass karte reh jaate hai sahi samay ka intezaar...!