Sunday, June 30, 2013

Ignore the pagalpan

Kyun meh kitna bhi kar lu kum padta hai...iss zindagi meh kuch achcha nahi lagta hai...har uss shaq, jisko apna manaa woh hi daga karta hai..iss kadar doob jaate hain pyaar dete hue...ki ubhar pana mushkil hota hai..mein hamesha tayaar aur woh kabhi fursat hi nahi hota hai....kyun dil kisi ko itna apna manta hai ki agla apne hisaab se meri zindagi mod jata hai....khadi hu tanha hamesha ki tarah...soch rahi hu zindagi ke hisaab meh kaha galti reh gayi....kya koi aisa insaan ya aisa samay aayega jab mujhe bhi woh samman haasil hoga..inn barisho ko keh diya hai meine ki na barse ki yeh to saal me ek baar aati hai...per humare dil ka saawan to kabhi khatam hi nahi hota hai...kabhi to koi aaye aur thaame haath aur kahe ki meh hu ab sab theek hoga..har us aas ko liye jeete hai har din....har raat kat ti hai us intezaar meh...kis se marzi lu...kis ko arzi du...sab kuch dhundla nazar aata hai...shaayad aisa koi din ho hi na...ya meri ichchaye hi kuch zyaada hai...dil meh aaye har ek tufaan apna hi ek sawaal chod jata hai..samjh nahi aata ki us se kaise ladu....mann kahi lagta hi nahi hai...kaash sab ruk jaye....tham jaye ...aawaz dheeme ho jayee...aur sab ek jhoke meh khatam ho jaye...pehle to sangeet se dil behlta tha...aajkal to uski bhi mujhe parwah nahi...kya karu kya nahi bas akelapan jhakjhod deta hai!!! Itna kuch hai mann meh...per koi puchta hi nahi ki mann meh kya hai....kabhi na socha tha ki aisa bhi din aayega ki insaan ki bajay iss kaagaz ko dil ka haal jataya jayega.....

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Detaching Descendants...

However much we curse the laws of parenting...its the nature who has laid the rules...
Whether plants...animals or humans the nature has defined its way to a cycle from birth to detachment n finally death...
Whether the loaded trees bearing fruits...
Or a bird waiting for its chicks to fly....
Or an animal teaching its offspring to hunt..
Detachment is the way of life..which cannot be overseen...eventually everyone has to go thru this phase of life..
We in our culture still cant deal well with this process...
As the kids grow u are so well kneaded in them that u feel empty at this juncture...
Detachment is the hardest part of any life form....its hard to give away...to let go..
I have a long way to go for this detachment but i cn still feel the pain associated with it...but we cant deny the very laws of nature...as detachment is essential for progress and survival...

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Hearts erased Feelings diminished

The current scenario forces me to think on the humanity vanished....
With thousands of ppl stuck in the recent tragedy of uttrakand....and the stories related
Never did the ppl going to a pilgrimage would have thought of such a disaster...
They say that God tests u on ur way to his place....that's why all the holy places are difficult to approach...
But after this tragedy i really think that its not the test he takes....its something we humans make....
He is everywhere ....we make it difficult n name it a pilgrimage...
I knw most of the religious ppl will defy my thought...but think about it..the laws of nature has to be balanced...river beds should be left alone..mountains should not be dug...
Of all the rescue operation this is amongst the top ones...with putting themselves in danger army  rescuing hundreds of ppl 24*7....
Its disappointing and disheartining that instead of helping as much as we can we r making it a political....n engineering issue....
People are robbing...stealing making lives worst of the people already stuck...
Have we really lost it....really we dnt have feelings...n humanity...its a shame on us ......
What will happen with that lil money...no one can make castles with that...its really painful to see the hearts n mind of the people...
Media is trying to make it officially political...leaders trying to cover it up with their crowded vip visits....
There are groups which has come up...to help but what can these few hundreds can do...
Why cant we make it simple and approaching without flabbergasting the whole issue...
At the end we can just help and leave the rest to nature...if death calls..it will call u even from ur air conditioned luxurious rooms...
A helicopter crashed....around a dozen or two killed while rescue.... that is sheer destiny....ppl meant to die will die..come what may...
I have so many examples of hearts erased...while stepping up in bus with my kiddo in one hand n luggage in another...but ppl will never offer a seat....never give way....specially in our country women n women with infants still fail to be catered.....
I cnt do anything but pity on such ppl....m surprised  whetherr they born with it or catch up with society around us....
The food packets did not reach the target ppl...the help cudnt reach the most effected..
Some news channel said that even the rescuers are falling prey to the tragedy n loosing their lives...God should not do that with somebody who save lives....in that case what wrong these pilgrims  have done...they were going for God's blessing only..
I wish this tragedy should have been taken up with more responsibility setting up the standards for any similar tragedies around the world...and raised a level up to compensate the humanity degraded!!!!

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Coffee memories

The days go by but the memories remain still..
Today sitting at CCD i m recalling so  many coffee days...
Some rainy ...some windy....some sad...some happy...some while waiting...some thoughtful...
Whether waiting for someone special or thinking something worthwhile..
I have so much to pen down on this that if i start it will be a long list...
Coffee has been there with the bells on....of meetings..talks....decision...promises
A cup of coffee makes it up for everything!!!

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Meticulous means

Means with whatever nature are means or ways or methods to identify, reach,serve and attain a purpose..
All of us have a meticulous means in life for something or the other..
Identified or unidentified
Big or small
Lost or significant
Personal or public
For me i always want it to be a meticulous one..
The only meticulous or rather adhd thing i do is cleaning...
An ablutomaniac with a cleaning bug never fixed in mind
I sit down n think bout this syndrome ---why do i do it?
Somewhere it started with a way to pass time ....cultivated as a hobby and swallowed up like an occupation...
But now it is inseparable in my day to day life
They say a habit is gud till the time its just a habit...hope i will meticulously handle it coz the people around are overdone with it.

Monday, June 3, 2013

Off beat track

Seldom taken off beat track is chased the most!
The chase is the best part of the off beat destination...
It requires u to be lost, mad,daring and off beat of course!
We all chase somethibg which we already are ...different..
Ain't we different than one another...still we chase ....
Being ordinary is considered to be a sin...
And different is the gratese a deed!
Offbeat tracks are valued the most coz it takes a whole lot of things to chase n conquer.
Dreams come with a price attached to it...n u pay for it too while the chase..
Offbeat tracks gives a self satisfaction compensation  much higher than the monetary one for sure....
Off beat in our culture is feared with an outcast...but considered a humungous effort in humanity...
So many of us dream and think about it but it requires a herat to be out there and carry that attitude...
I have met a person pursuing her offbeat track...and finally achieve it also somewhere!! The happiness attaches to it is unmatchable...
With every human unique...life is an offbeat track...with very few identifying it ..instead rest of them create new tracks to walk on...
Offbeat cult is the most seeked and the most left in between...ppl really go off on offbeat tracks!!!!

Harvesting culture..

Agriculture is an interesting field...
And it closely resembles with human culture...that might be the reason that both of them has the word  CULTURE in it!!
Some days ago i was reading somewhere ...it says that instead of having babies lets plant a tree..
Feed it with the manure...
Watch it grow...
Till the time we will grow old the tree will be big n we can eat its fruit and lie down in its shade....
Suprisingly it was such a connect to me...that i thought i will definately write on it...
Don't we humans do the same...we do whatever it takes for our kids...we watch them grow...n expect them to gift us with their shade in the latter part of life...
But in midst of all this ...we forget that there is a certain time of harvesting!
Every crop or being has a particular time to sow and reap...if nt done on that time...the harvest is wasted...
We forget that similar things happen in our culture...there is a time to sow and reap from your kids...like every crop is different with diff needs...even ur kid is!
The outside weather effect is also an important part...too much rain destroys it..too much sun over ripens it....
Like us...the outside factors are always there to destroy or harm but proper care taken at right time,saves the soul...
But there is something different between them for sure....that is..
In spite of all the care...manure..and proper harvest the yields are for sure...it will definitely turn out well and as expected..
But in our cases even if all the factors are taken care the yields are not sure...we human beings are so volatile in nature...that the nature also gets confused.....
Our culture is so much dependent on the expectations...n humans are not worth expectations!
So why not plant a tree now and then and harvest culture both in nature and self...atleast at the end of it we will make our lives and the world a better place to live in...